I'm Neurotic
I feel so insecure, as in one act of a night of acceptance leaves me more insecure than any moment of lonely self loathing ever could.
So much happiness yet I might ruin it from happening again.
I'm despotic.
I can't stand this feeling of pain but I'm too self aware to try the foolish pick-me-ups that some might use, and if they worked I would.
Quelling the dueling in my head I write these thoughts in pen.
Duality in my soul duels as random thoughts take control.
They contradict themselves.
Do things that cause troubles for each other & create it twofold for me.
It folds in & makes all other issues magnify to something larger th
Startled Still
Early to bed
Early to rise
Early I wake
in a startled state
Pain through my head
& I criticize
The thoughts that passed through
past midnight was due
to throb and swell
in fear
nightmares do dwell
in the heads of those that draw near
It spirals
It feels
Like a tribal
killing my even keel
demeanor
As I find the words
to describe this curse
I grow weaker
For what’s more instead
It’s the hell in my head
I made it especially
for me
I'm Neurotic
I feel so insecure, as in one act of a night of acceptance leaves me more insecure than any moment of lonely self loathing ever could.
So much happiness yet I might ruin it from happening again.
I'm despotic.
I can't stand this feeling of pain but I'm too self aware to try the foolish pick-me-ups that some might use, and if they worked I would.
Quelling the dueling in my head I write these thoughts in pen.
Duality in my soul duels as random thoughts take control.
They contradict themselves.
Do things that cause troubles for each other & create it twofold for me.
It folds in & makes all other issues magnify to something larger th
Startled Still
Early to bed
Early to rise
Early I wake
in a startled state
Pain through my head
& I criticize
The thoughts that passed through
past midnight was due
to throb and swell
in fear
nightmares do dwell
in the heads of those that draw near
It spirals
It feels
Like a tribal
killing my even keel
demeanor
As I find the words
to describe this curse
I grow weaker
For what’s more instead
It’s the hell in my head
I made it especially
for me
Hi there Lycanac TC here if you need to know, I am aspiring to become a cartoonist and until I get my comic making software up I'll be unable to post much
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Current Residence: in the unconcious Favourite genre of music: techno/ jazz Operating System: asus Favourite cartoon character: yacko (animaniacs)